My Story .. Its not pretty

For years I’ve been trying to write the story about my childhood and how I have manage to overcome many obstacles over the years.

But most of the time I find myself stuck in the process of healing from previous trauma’s and unwilling to let anyone into the darkest parts of my life.

I hope this blog gives me the space and time I need to confidently tell my life story in my own words. Some parts of my life story I struggle to allow words to touch the pages and I hope I can one day get it all out.

I’m 35 now married with 4 children, I’m confident, hard working and a problem solver but it’s taken a lot of soul searching and personal development to get to where I am today. I’m a happy and content person who is always looks for the best in people. But that wasn’t always the case.

I want anyone who reads my blog who needs help or who is struggling to know they are loved and cared for, and to take care of themselves. I know what it’s like to hit rock bottom I’ve been there a few times as an adult and I know it’s not pretty but the main thing is you get back up and keep going..

As a child I have been physically and emotional abused by my mother and sexually abused by two different men all before I turned 13 years old. As an adult I have made some pretty embarrassing mistakes and turned to unhelpful coping mechanism to deal with the pain. But I will take it one section at a time and see how far I get with my story..

Thank you for taking the time to read my post!!!

I’m not sure where this journey will take me or how much of myself I’m willing to uncover but I hope and pray I’m able to help and bless someone including myself.

Deep breath …

With a heavy heart I realise my personal thoughts and diary entries over the years written at different periods in my life.