My hair ran away due to Stress

I miss you fro  

I miss you terriblely, sometimes I close my eye and pretend you are still hair.

I miss you so much that sometime I have to bring out a picture and remember  when you there

I can’t even talk to anyone about how I feel about you- I don’t think anyone would understand.

 I believe a big part of you helped define me  

Now I am forced to re-evaluate 

I miss you so much I’m always looking for you when I’m walking on the street 

I know your not here but most days I forget until the Alwful evidence stares at me in the mirror.

Then I’m angry , I’m upset and I’m longing to I return to time you were there. 

I miss the way you gentally tickled against my shoulder 

I find myself bobbing my head from side to side waiting 

I miss the way you use to smell. Sweet Amorim of coconut oil and mango

I even miss the not so happy times .. when I would feel that you were taking up to much of my time 

The hours I spent moaning.

The moments I spent begrudging the hours I had invested in you

Once I even calculated the money you cost me

Now I have a lump in throat trying not to think about how I wish I could go back in time. 

Today I kissed your picture and I closed my eyes 

I need to let you go but I don’t want to …. I feel like I’ve been robbed and I desperately want you back 

I will take half, I will take a quarter anything 

I know I need to move on its been 7 long COLD months and life keeps on ticking over.

I just wish you would tick with me fro 

My beautiful long hair sitting in a mind-field somewhere.

https://youtu.be/yWDV4-VE78M

Last year August 2018 I had to cut my Afro. My hair decided to fall out due to stress and having two babies. I was going through a difficult parenting my step son and signs started to manifest in my Hair.