Monday 6 May

Something has shifted inside of me.

I am starting to take ownership of my destiny.

For the last the 2 years I think I have been running a rat race in survival mode.

Family life has been at the forefront of everything. I nearly lost it all and we barely made it through our trials but I think we are stronger and have grown.

I was listening to a podcast by Patrice Washington interviewing Monica Coleman and I loved how she defined “Devine dissatisfaction”

Allowing yourself, to be honest, and admit when we are not happy with something.

It is linked to gratitude because I think sometimes gratitude can mask disappointment.

I’m going to keep listening to Patrice’s podcast it is perfect for me. Her message is chase purpose not money at that exactly where I am with my life. I desperately what to fulfil my life’s purpose but I’m held back by fear and a suitcase doubt.

Looks like I have lots of personal development to continually work on. But I need to grow as an individual.